She Hit Me First | Scared To Say

SHE HIT ME FIRST

Scared To Say

Couldn't claim I'm not affected
I'm not cool, and not collected
so my friends can start a rumour
and I stutter with what I'm scared to say
tell me if that's not okay

I have faith that it's not a race
but it's vain and I can't win in any case

It's still glory to see you
and I'm so nervous to meet you
these eyes would never close again

It's pathetic
but I'm scared and ineffective
I'm tongue-tied and apoplectic
but I keep getting close to what I'm scared to say
do you know anyway?

I have faith that it's not a race
but its vain and I can't win in any case

It's still glory to see you
and I'm so nervous to meet you
these eyes would never close again

It's not real, it's just a worthless dream
if I don't close my eyes
I'll never see this place again

So I try to move you
in my direction
but I'll never make it
struggle with this connection
it's not normal for me
to be so conflicted
can't you help me get there
shatter this disaffection